Since my last blog entry I met the love of my life and I really hope that I don’t mess it up. He is truly an amazing guy that takes the crazy out of me when necessary, but lets me be myself all at the same time. We have been together for almost 6 months now and I learned that relationships are hard work, I’m a jealous person and I am very insecure about my boyfriend not being honest with me. I don’t really know why I feel that way and maybe it is because I never been in love like this before, or maybe because I lost people I loved in the past without a warning. I don’t know, but I drive myself crazy sometimes. Aside from my abandonment issues, I am so happy with him and really hope that this relationship goes very far. Wish me luck!